December 27 marked one year since the doctor first called to tell me Down syndrome was a possibility. I remember the day pretty clearly. It was cold and snowy and I was home from work on Christmas vacation. Originally I had two doctor's appointments scheduled for that day. A check-up in the morning with Dr. Jones and an ultrasound at UAMS in the afternoon. Both were cancelled due to the snow so I was snuggled up in my bed taking a nap when the phone rang.
I was surprised to hear Dr. Jones on the other end but to be honest, I had completely forgotten about the blood work that had been drawn just a few days prior. The news that my quad screening came back 1:163 was the last thing I expected to hear.
The next several months were a whirlwind of emotions. I never officially received a prenatal diagnosis and many times since Claire's birth I was angered at that. But in November when my dear friend Bethany asked me to write a blog post for her Thankful Project I reflected on the time since Claire's birth and her diagnosis and realized I was no longer angry. I was actually thankful that I didn't know.
Today with easier and less invasive prenatal opportunities I want to share my experience and why I'm personally thankful that I did not have a prenatal diagnosis. Read my post here: Daily Dose of Gratitude Blog Post
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